my doomss

i just cant believe my stupidity magnified. can u imagine for the past 3 months i have been thinking why hasnt warwick replied to my application? this morning while i was sorting out old letters, i mean old and archived ones, i happen to come across this opened a4 envelop that had contents rather unfamiliar. so i just did what i had to do, open it up to satisfy my curiosity. damn. it was a letter dated 14th nov 2007 from warwick to inform me of my unconditional acceptance plus the prospectus and many other pamphlets of information. kill me. for 3 months, i have been living with the unknown fact of the presence of this letter which was coincidentally filed by my own hands. i cant believe this hiccup.argh.

argh. im so busy again. sorting out this, doing that, planning for the future, planning for now. working on projects, dealing with people and conjuring ideas. but that's what makes a man stronger. he can only improve.