Friday, February 20, 2009

speed of light

in the blink of an eye
it is midway through year 1 semester 2. hurray. year 2 is just around the corner.
it is kinda amazing how time flew even faster this semester as compared to the last. this sem, hall dudes were not making much noise as before and much excitement has been reserved in events and rooms - trying to catch up with work.
i am still trying to survive this semester that i feel is worse than the previous even thou on paper, the AU hours do not reflect this reality. perhaps, my expectations are set even higher this semester. but that is because i do not want to be bitten by complacency. den again, it just means never ending pursuit of the never ending. i am trying to take a step back this sem and am trying to balance it with other activities and photooograaaphy! in the midst of that, i am hence a little lagging behind in work and have a tremendous task of 4 quizzes right after recess week. how can that not be stresssss? to rub misery, i am really not zai in most of the concepts of the core courses this time round. i need a quick fix during recess week!

this semester is probably going to be best remembered as the semester i try to max myself out outside school work.
the exchange application process has taken much of its toll on me, giving me headaches after headaches. the process shud be really revamped in a way that u do not need to keep fretting over these things one at a time. today i have to research and plan this strategy. tmr if it fails, i will have to relook. today i send in my course matching to my professor. the next time it comes back, i have to start preparing something else again. it seems never ending. but of course, like my fren said, for USA and exchange, anything flows. respect.
day in day out there are some, i hate to say it but i have to, frivolous events being tossed around but i try to participate as much as i can. out of respect and to see how i can stretch my mind and being. i really feel that i am going to be stronger by the time this stressing load ends.
i am also quite pleased that i have been awarded something this semester!

finally, i see the light in the middle half of this semester. come what may, it is really a semester i will remember for how i maxed myself out. for this semester, it is really nothing more than that objective. sem end will just put a closing to this illustrious and amazing year i have had.
i never thought i could.
i have done it.


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