surviving past a week of tests is no way easy.
juggling it with hall activities is even worse.
summing it up with backdated tutorial accentuates the stress.

man.
its all coming back

i sound prophetic and philosophical at times but most of the time i not that good in these :p

i think im setting a very high expectation right from the start of university life, bent on not repeating the past mistakes concluded from that 2 years of history. of course there's a big change from then to now but im enjoying what im doing now and the busy-ness is worthwhile and at times much more driving than living life day by day without anything.
stretching myself with activities aside, i think im still finding the determination and 'aggresion' in studies and it has not really wavered but instead piled on more. i guess i am constantly reminded of my presence in ntu and the promise i had to myself. above all challenges - from the ashes i shall arise. BUT having said this, my expectations are still far from reality. the tests these week are a timely reminder to inform that i am not there yet. just not there yet. there was a sense of disgust and disappointment doing the few quizzes today (and getting back the results instantaneously). there is still a lot more to do and strive for to make sure ntu remembers me as the person they would value more than their any average cn yang scholar!

the life has just began. with a bang. it shall continue and get better!

work hard people i know we are all struggling. hope this serves as a motivation too (: