boom.

reality strikes.
when your arms are full, you are rich with everything.
when you have nothing, you are nothing.
it is really still how it works.
no matter how optimistic you are.
really.

ON a lighter note! it is 10th nov 6.47pm.
what great mugging. okay this 3 weeks will be testing. not testing in terms of doing well but in terms of surpassing the greatest. that is what it is all about here.
im trying, believe me. for myself.
there's probably something wrong with me! but till i have reached that goal, there's no stopping.
what lighter note.

ok, few hours time i shud be celebrating the date that im closer to death.
most celebrate this date by having a party.
BUT i believe this date has to be celebrated. it is the start of war.
and i shall mark it and make an unprecedented wish.
a wish that
in the end of the day
top of the world it will be.
not top of the economic world but of the mental world.
that i am.
that i can never regret the winding route this journey has been.

after all, after celebrating this date, closer to death i am.
(: