timely reminders

if there's one thing i ever admired someone else for, it is his/her start in life.
if there's one thing i ever looked down on someone else upon, it is his/her indulgence in his/her start in life.
hit me.
i am not jealous - i am just looking through the 21 past years. one day i will reach that point making it all the more satisfying knowing that i did it with my own hands.
i would not care how you reached yours.
in the end, all that matters is the satisfaction in turning things around. i cudnt have asked for a greater challenge right at the start as it is this very challenge that makes people much much stronger.

many a time i am sure most of you will look at someone else and wonder why he/she has something better, something nicer. how about looking past that and wonder how can you do that too? afterall, the lack of it in life does not equate to us not getting it in future. what God has not given us in the first place is just a challenge for us to seek it more actively and treasure it more dearly than those who have gotten them easily.
fight.
that is the key.
if you want it, you have to get it.
in the end you will only have praises for yourself.
wallow and you will never get it.
in the end, you will just question everybody except yourself.

i am coming.
21 years on.