empty achievement

yay, got my ippt gold over the week, on thursday to be exact. ran, huffed and puffed all the way at lim chu kang camp II just to get my running below 945. e supervising officer maybe haf given me a few seconds grace that allowed me to get the gold timing, but who cares :p i got it, and even if not, im just +-few seconds, like e previous time! human error allowance k haha.
feels super pride to wear e airforce smart no.3 uniform with the gold ippt badge there (: ahh, shall buy tat on wednesday when we get back to airforce school hehe.

ok, e gd news is alvin should be back tmr from taiwan, which means i wudnt be tat freaking bored over e weekends, just freaking pray he doesnt get into guards otherwise it would be another tough year for lonely me (: not that he makes a difference, but at least I can haf a damn group outing with the usual lot,rather than just me and qy or me and jy or me and ks. -.- ns nowadays kills. splits our entire group apart, given that ks is armourer with odd duty days in changi, qy is 24/7 5 days week in changi with the explosives team, pk is 5 days week in signals as OCT, jy is enlisting this sept, alvin's in sispec suffering.. we hardly can get together as a big group to do crazy stuff we did in sch last time.
sighs, i officially miss school man.
and i dread e feeling of being at home on saturdays, realising that time out from camp should be spent wisely and yet i have few to go out with
and i cant stand watching fireworks from my stupid seat here, instead of being right down by the esplanade with someone who appreciates the moment
i think i only felt this after coming army, god knows why..
i kinda miss travelling too, every bookout, i think of a possibility of arranging a trip alone out of sg to enjoy for 2 days, to realise that my passport does not have a 6month validity anymore..
i think i still cant get e hangover from my sassy girl i watched on wednesday, its still stuck in my mind...
i think i need to reflect on my bed.
ya, maybe i should..