excitement never ceasess

here i am
blogging on the night of my return to camp
dreading the work going to come soon
we are going out for exercise sometime early dec
i haven been learning properly on the stuff i need to do
die.
hope i can learn them last minute from the seniors
before its all on my own to settle the job i have to do
its been a good and deserved break
for these few days
i had good rests
had a beautiful dream i will never forget
since it will never come true in reality
if it does i will be the first to bet all my savings on 4d
but ya..
haha
did quite abit of stuff in the long break too thoughs
and its an exciting road ahead.

just home from a sharing session of our overseas cip expedition with the guys who are embarking on them real soon in aj. the destination for those guys is roughly the same rural area except that its not the same sch. geez. spending 1 hour talking to them about the experience really struck the 3 of us present, how much we would still yearn to be back there, giving to the society, reliving the dream, the relationships with the kids around. i cannot deny the deepest memories in my heart would most probably emanate from that place for the many first times in my life, the wonderful experience that emcompassed the journey, right from the 5 hours truck ride when we were so demoralised and freezing, only to realise the galore of stars looking upon us just by inching our heads out of the railings in the truck face up. i hope the guys haf a great adventure ahead, like what we use to talk about in our trip, there's no other experience that can be the same as our nano05, the people, the events that came to place will never be the same for any other time, any other person. its up to the next batch to create their own photo album, their own majestic journey. bon vovage.

anyhows, the pain in my right calf is easing out, looks like it was a bad bruise/knock afterall. able to walk rather properly already, just hoping that the pain will dissipate soon enough for the next game prolly on the weekends.
and yups, many things are resolving too. looks like december i will haf company for overseas travel. pk shud be able to take leave in the december period to go thailand together, shop, do stupid things again heh. and yea, eat. msia trip with some other dudes still on the hold, hopefully can get it settled real soon too. things are shaping up quite nicely after all heh. gdgd.

its reaching the end of the year, just passed my birthday and i think it wud be nice to draw up a wishlist of what i wud like to haf in the coming year heh. in other words, soon.
- to pass my btt, ftt, and subsequently tp in first tries!
- to get a car
- to watch casino royale! been procrastinating too long
- to get into imperial college and pray hard a scholarship falls from the skies :- to tour europe
- to take a damn photo in old trafford
- to get the guess watch i've been aiming for
- to earn more money right now
- to get my debit card for online shopping!
- to be able to go back to nan
- to get my canon 300d and snap real good pictures
- to get a sony vaio
- to make more worthy friends
- to be able to stand at fullerton at 40 years old with my gd frens and take a photo, and say this journey will end with how it started
- to chance upon my perfect girl, one who is able to tolerate me watching soccer and ignoring life around, tolerate me snapping photos on travel rather than shopping, tolerate me being what i am. and is able to make me tolerate her for who she is.
i hope for the very minute now.