Leaving on a jetplane

[Chantal Kreviazuk - Leaving on a jetplane]

this song brings back really good memories, making me realise that the aj ocip team is leaving for thailand in just 2 days.
i was very compelled to take a peek at what were our feelings before 28th nov 2005, the day before we left, and i actually found out that for most of those blogs of the nano team ppl i came across, many had entries starting with "with just less than 10hours to go.." the emotions were one of mixed and apprehensive, with the tot of missing home and not being able to keep in touch. i must admit it was really melancholy to check out the feelings of the ppl whom i worked so closely with for 20 full days. the interpretations for 28th nov 2005 were no different from mine. i believe the team leaving this year are now having the mixed feelings similar to us. the only gd thing was that they actually managed to source out some needed advice from those who went back to share our experience with them, but i believe they will create their own photo destiny, their own memorable experience.

anyways, casino royale has just spurred me and my frens to start saving up for a trip to europe, to visit montenegro, venice, prague. the view and landscape is absolutely breathtaking, not in the same league as the mountains and valleys of china, or the skyscraping tension of taiwan, or middle east, but the so-very-just-european architecture. hmms! haha. but its going to cost us a huge bomb before we can even smell the air of the wonderful places there..

oh yar, i just realised that i have quite a bad sprain on my left foot -.- geez, now both my feet are useless literally haha. damn, worse of all, the injury came in the match yesterday all because of a wrong positioning during a kick, so damn dumb. yucks. its hurting me, such that walking is alil awkward, dunno how im going to attempt to run on wednesday for sqn run, but think shud heal by then.. my fitness's at a all time low, fine dining every weekend almost is killing me, while the absence from runs and gyms are taking their toll finally. i hope i can get back some fitness soon, haha. like hope. :p

ok man, today's sunday, and it sucks to be booking in later, realising that actually u haf leave for monday which had to be cancelled unexpectedly because of some stupid mix up in schedule which your superior did not highlight earlier. ok fine, its no one's fault but ya, that's sth so unique about army. anything they do to u, u just keep quiet and there's practically nothing u can do. in army terms, we call it 'suck thumb'. so perfectly coined, it makes one feel like a bloody infant, so vulnerable to wadever our superiors give to us. we haf no chance of retaliation nor discussion. like ok... im not complaining, but tat's life rite? gotta accept it. now i haf a lot of work to do, esp for the COC video. its coming up fine, but lotsa fine adjustment for me to make, and i think its high time i worked on it for the day.. haha. no more procrastination man. haf fun ppl!