assurances

there are times we all need assurances. we fall prey to emotions.

are there times where you ever questioned if people will be there for you when you needed them most? then again, have you every questioned if you(when you are enjoying life), of all people, were there for the people whom needed a help the most?
i guess there are times we haf to step out there selflessly lending a hand to many other people out in the open, left dangling. they yearn for the helping hand to reach out and save them from the bottomless abyss. dont forget there will always be a day we are down and out, hoping for someone to reach out.

sometimes a facade is misleading.
even the happiest person has his deepest corner of saddest moments.

doing up the cambridge app, i finally realised how much it means to put in effort to ensure a bulls eye attempt. even more so, me and alvin are always at it telling each other how degrading we can write ourselves to be - degrading in a sense bu yao lian. its amazing how others put in the same vividness and zest in selling themselves and the winner of them all. dont push it, that's what we joke about when we discuss the possible phrases to come up to put in our personal statement. one change in language and the entire idea and feel changes despite using reference to the exact same stack of achievements. so powerful is language. so powerful. and its beautiful. haha, pardon my vocab, im lousy at it :) DONT READ if you think its lousy.

once again i shall crown youtube totally and absolutely full of shit. can you imagine finding a video of a 11 year old girl stripping this m16 on her bed. and she did it with absolute knowledge of the parts and exactly how to remedy problems when it arise. its like she has been working on the m16 since young. its crazy and its mindblowing if not for my ns participation. haha. but its damn freaking funny. i was showed this video of some ms youth america contestant answering some question posed to her nonsensically and totally off topic. its just retarted! omg. haha, check these stuff out man. and oh yes, there's the roy keane compilations and materrazzi. these 2 are fantasically gifted gangsters of their era. im amazed upon watching. but hail keane, his heart and passion is with soccer and manu. that makes him a man. and he's our player for life. respect.
heh.

Work time is the single most important lifestyle factor that impacts on sleep - the more hours you work the less sleep you get - research suggests.
can you see how cool is this bbc piece of news? http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/health/6972409.stm
ok well done for the research.
who the hell in the world doesnt know that?
duh.