Happy New Year!

I've always believed that God is fair.

chinese new year was not very far away from my most vivid memories
of the yusheng toss at home which supposedly happened 1 year ago.
i am beginning to realise CNY is for one to realise the cracks
that occur in each family.

家家有本难念的经.

this is the age of 20s.
has it hit that it is also the period to get married ideally
and to have children?
oh no. so few years left to do these things.
that also includes getting a house!
starting a career.
travelling through all the places you want to cover.

wake me up

i have always tot if i wud have become even stronger
if my environment was different.
but i have always worried if i wud have become this strong
without that environment.