silence

i was clearing my room just few hours ago to great satisfaction. finally saw the place tidied up with cny just around the corner, tmr shall work on it more with the thick stacks of newspaper, tons of army stuff lying in a corner of the room that needs some more time of sorting out.
clearing up the room seemingly has some therapeutic effect, making you feel relieved and definitely, so much younger with more freedom. it just strikes me tat way man.
its also a great idea to do that to recover lost items. i just managed to find back my battery charger which went missing quite long ago that i really tot i wud need since the newer one is in camp. managed to look at some stuff that i never knew they existed, or at least, made their way into my home from school or sth.
i never regretted knowing you
when i was clearing up, i came across this checkered plastic bag with a letter sealed with a sticker, and a card sealed in an envelope with another sticker. silence suddenly struck me. i opened up and re-read the contents, each time realising what it really meant. realising what it really meant. or perhaps i never did. i can still remember the uniqueness, the letters that came to my holding, the calls that were made, the discovery of the beautiful spot near marina bay which now proudly stands the IR. but mostly it was the letters that taught me life, taught me about people, taught me about being me. i can still read over and over again the few texts in those letters that made me feel every possible emotion. i was pestered for an answer that i never gave in completion, a answer that i dragged too long to give. up till today, i still hope i will be able to get the answer across, that it was never the way it was tot to be. if time ever rewound, i would gladly haf written a return letter sealed with the special sticker that there was never a second one. hope tat will conclude everything. or so i may think.

yups, anyways, singapore won!
we whipped those arrogant asses! haha. i was almost slated to catch the action in the national stadium but bloody jing and his complications ensured i had wasted my time waiting outside the stadium, wasted my time walking back to kallang mrt, headed down to douby ghaut to watch the match instead. but it was still gd timing not to miss the 2nd half which contained the 2 goals. very entertaining game, finally saw singapore open up and play fluidly, rather than retarded long balls. precious almost scored! i was like stunned for 5 seconds after the keeper flew to punch his effort from almost centre circle for a corner. i can never imagine if it went in, what a scorcher it would have been for that man! but kudos to singapore, they finally dint disappoint the full house stadium, and the fans that even went crazy just watching it on tv outside the bar at prinsep street as well as all over singapore. finally, its sth to cheer again, the bring the nation together in a sea of red. that's being singaporean. and its unity, rather than putting 10000 advertisement or speeches over racial harmony day celebrations.